My school has decided it's mandatory that we attend and participate in the Christmas Mass. I don't mind attending it, but I don't want to sing in the choir or anything like that!

Lame.

mood: aggravated tags: christmas mass, lamesauce

I feel like Saleos must feel; it's getting far too cold out for my liking. Maybe I've just been spending too much time in the heat, but the thought of it snowing soon bugs me. Doesn't mean I won't still pelt my big brother with snowballs though...

mood: bitchy tags: grumble, impending winter, snow

Some big dog followed me to school this morning, and was sniffing at me, then ran off. It was a little weird, and I hope it doesn't happen again.

mood: worried tags: demonspawn, hellhound, sort-of demon

I got home from school today and there was mail for me, a gift! I was excited, I usually only received gifts on my birthday and Christmas. I'm going to wear it everywhere.

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It's just the sign I've needed, now I just need to do more research so I can find my sister.

mood: bouncy tags: gifts, happy lilim, mazikeen

I'm on my lunch break at school, and I'm in the library trying to understand something one of the nuns said. Apparently, my mama had lots of children, not just me and Saleos. She even mentioned that some of them are special like Saleos, which got me thinking about how special I might be.

I wonder if I've got any sisters out there, since Saleos probably wouldn't tell me anything good anyway. I'll have to start looking into this.

mood: confused tags: family, lilith, saleos, sisters?

Alright, who had the bright idea of starting school on a Wednesday knowing the following Monday is a holiday? That's just messed up right there. Now I have homework to do, and that's going to mess up my weekend.

I hope I get it all done before work.

mood: aggravated tags: boo!, homework, school, work

I hate back to school time! I'm so sick of having to pick out notebooks and binders, but I'm happy that my school has a uniform so I don't have to worry about picking out new outfits.

I guess it's nice that I can make sure that all my school supplies match and don't look lame.

mood: aggravated tags: boo school, buying stuff

Boo, it's August now! This means I have to go back to school soon! I really wish I didn't have to, I'm learning way more just working, but mama made it clear that I have to make sure I finish school. Oh well...

I wonder if I can still work part-time after classes.

mood: aggravated tags: august sucks, school sucks, work is cool

I've got a job, and I'm pretty good at it! My boss seems to like me, and the money's good, so I think I'll stick with it. I just hope I can keep doing it once I go back to school because that would be awesome!

I think I'll go to the movies tonight, or see if I can scare up some fun!

mood: bouncy tags: happiness, job, movies, school

I'm supposed to start my job today, I'm excited but also nervous. I hope mama and Saleos will be proud of me, earning my own money and such. I can tell this will be good for me, once I stop being worried I'll mess up.

I forgot to find out the name of my new boss. Oops.

mood: accomplished tags: excitement, lilith, new job, saleos

I think I need a job. Or a hobby. Something to keep me from dying of boredom.

I have no skills, but maybe I can get hired somewhere and slutwork my way to good money and stuff.

mood: apathetic tags: boobs or gtfo, bored, need a job

SPF 50, you are a liar and a cheat.

I have an epic sunburn, and I'm peeling. This blows. I knew going to the beach was a bad idea, and that parasol didn't help one bit! Ugh.

...I need more aloe vera, and it hurts when I move!

mood: annoyed tags: aloe vera, spf nothing, sunburn

It's been pretty hot and boring so far. I've spent a lot of time at the pool and not getting a tan. I feel like I should get out and do something, but I'm not sure what. Maybe I'll see how many happy relationships I can bust up, call it my summer training project.

mood: bored tags: bored, hot

This is my last Friday as a high school sophomore.

I'll have the whole summer ahead of me, but I have no idea what to do with it.

mood: confused tags: summer vacation

Well, I spent all the money mama left me. Guess I'm going to have to find some other way to entertain myself.

At least I have food.

mood: aggravated tags: bored, lacking funds

When I got home from school today there was a note on the table and some money. Mama and Saleos took a trip, but I couldn't go because I have school. I guess this means I'm staying alone until they get back.

I wonder who I should call if something happens...

mood: confused tags: home alone?, where's lilith?

I hope mama likes her present!

[Left for Lilith on the kitchen table is a manila envelop containing pictures of one of Lilibeth's teachers in a very compromising position with the teenage girl. Included is an article about his subsequent dismissal for getting caught bad-touching a student.]

mood: worried tags: lilith, mothers day, presents

What the Hell was all that darkness?

They let school out, and there was a stampede for the doors! People couldn't get outside fast enough. I stayed at my desk because I didn't want to get trampled, but I could hear the nuns leading a prayer circle outside.

I was scared...

mood: bitchy tags: nyc blackout

I think, I might need a boyfriend. Saleos has one and he always seems to be less pissy when he comes back from visiting him. My problem is I go to a strict all girls school and none of the other girls want to introduce me to their brothers because they think I'm weird.

I'll find someone, eventually.

mood: aggravated tags: all girls school, bored, boyfriend, saleos

I'm not sure why I had to go to that place, but it was something else... Mama and Saleos were unhappy, but I just wanted to explore. I wonder what I could have found if they had let me.

mood: confused tags: hell and back, mama, saleos